how to draaaaaw

i need to learn
but i'm too damn lazy and weak all the time
how do i put that ass to drawing more and better
how should i learn when no school will teach me
where to start
oh boy
this is what keeps me up at night for this year

also an open invitation to tell me what you DON'T like in my art (but srsly, don't be kind and tell it, i really mean it)